I got a like the other day on an old post I made regarding my boyfriend, you can read it here if you want to laugh at someone’s immaturity levels. Mine.
I feel like I owe anyone who cares an update. My title is “had”, which is a past tense so a lot has happened.
My boyfriend left.
Half an hour ago.
I do not know when I will see him next.
We couldn’t kiss, nor hug or even hand shake because of my strict parents there.
But I miss him so much it’s killing me. Saying good bye as he went to the airport was torture for me. I thought I would be strong as always.
I cried all the way in the car ride home, an empty space beside me still with his scent.
I am not getting what I want in bed. Or anything at all.
He is.
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Bahaha. Sorry for this weird comment. I had to let it out some how.
My boyfriend is boarding the plane as I type this to come visit me.
I will get to see him in a few hours.
Finally after 9 months.
This is how i sensor my shit. Hahaa. But oh god.
Btw, he spells “know” like “no”
This will never work out. I can’t be with someone who does that.
This is that European guy btw.
There was a guy my age come into the clothing store I worked at. He dresses himself really nicely and is slender and …I guess he’s not ugly. But of course not as attractive as my boyfriend. But if someone saw him they would look twice. Do you know what I mean? Like those guys who were attractive but you never have a chance with him sort of look. He looked like those popular hot people… >.> yeah..oh
HE’S EUROPEAN
